Monday, September 21, 2009

STAY WITH ME MY LOVE


I've never been this happy but since when you come to my life,everything has change
I love the feelings I have inside they're growing so very strong.And now I look at you
at a distance,While you're looking' at me and now I know exactly why they say the very best things are free.
That expression on your face it means more than you'll ever know sometimes I just need to see you beside me please don't go babe i love you,need you in my life please be there for me for you are my life, love, happiness,even you are my everthing ,you are my precious key.
I love you more than you know,I can trust you and only you.don't leave me my babe,don't break my heart.I wait every second to see you again,I can't live without you tonight.please stay with me.when you finally found someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with,which is you, no one else.that is I want the rest of your life to start right away,so nobody else can do that except you.so don't just leave me my love,please do stay with me.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I LOVE YOU DIE


                                                           



I just want you to know that
                                                            
I love you, and I need you
                                                         
I'm not what everyone thinks I am
                                                              
I'm strong and independent.
                                                                
But weak and needed.
                                                                  
My heart is whole.
                                                          
My heart is in a million pieces.
                                                            
You're on my mind 24/7.
                                                                
I'm peaceful and calm.
                                                              
I'm at war and stressed.
                                                                     
I need you.
                                                                       
Want you.
                                                           
I'm hoping to see you soon.
                                                       
I wait every second to see you again.
                                                          
I can't live without you tonight.
                                                       
I'm crying for you, but no one hears.
                                                       
It hurts knowing I can't be with you.
                                                       
You're the only one that can make my heart beat faster
                                                             
And slower at the same time.
                                                              
I love you more than you know.
                                                             
I can trust you and only you.
                                                              
As you can trust me.
                                                              
I can't wait to see you again.
                                                               
I love you die my babe.
                                                              
  I love u with all my heart.

YOU ARE SO BLESSED

If you woke up this morning 
with more health than illness,
you are more blessed than the
million who won't survive the week.

If you have never experienced
the danger of battle,
the loneliness of imprisonment,
the agony of torture or
the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of 20 million people
around the world.

If you attend a church meeting
without fear of harassment,
arrest, torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost
three billion people in the world.

If you have food in your refrigerator,
clothes on your back, a roof over
your head and a place to sleep,
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank,
in your wallet, and spare change
in a dish someplace, you are among
the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still married and alive,
you are very rare,
especially in the United States.

If you hold up your head with a smile
on your face and are truly thankful,
you are blessed because the majority can,
but most do not.

If you can hold someone's hand, hug them
or even touch them on the shoulder,
you are blessed because you can
offer God's healing touch.

If you can read this message,
you are more blessed than over
two billion people in the world
that cannot read anything at all.

You are so blessed in ways
you may never even know.

Friday, September 18, 2009

IT IS TOO LATE


This is the boldest, coldest part.
The part that always tears my heart.

To finally have fully understood,
That we lost what could
Have been our love’s light.

Lost to the wind
In just one short night.

We could have made more than friends,
We could have made love back then,
We could have made what would have been,
Our love, our life, and again two friends.

It could have happened that way then,
Now it is too late to begin again.

Life is now closer to the end,
Than it was when then was then.

If I could now begin again,
Instead of making you my dearest friend,
I would make you what could have been,
Our true, wonderful wind.

The wind that fills lover’s sails,
The wind for our wedding bells,
The wind that shapes the flowing tell tales,
Our wind, OUR wind that could never have failed.

Now you have your sweet husband, and I my lovely wife,

In our separate worlds we have had a lovely life.

Still I will always wonder, wonder what could have been,

Had we paid attention to that wind,

Before now, before this friendly, bitter end.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

AM MISSING YOU


You said dat in a few years
I would barely remember ya' name
It's now over five years since you left
And I get can't get over wit' it
Everytime I wanna pick up the phone
And call you for hours as I used to
Coz am missing you...

Like a song without a tune
like da' tunes sang in June
Am like a fife without a player
Am da' dance floor without a ballerina
Am missing you...

Everytime I walk around
I see you pass me
I wanna come... and yeah! yeah!
You fade away like da' wisps of smoke
Maybe ma' mind is playing tricks on me
For I am missing...

Since you said it's over between us babe
Time's been measured in bitter chapters
It couldn't have been better
Couldn't have done better than that
And since dat's what I am n' gonna be
Am missing you...

What happened to the vow u made
To be there in da' turf for the long haul
When am not there to huddle and cuddle?
Everytime I wanna come
But time gets away from me
Everytime I wanna quit this tough turf of mine life
But babe... I can't do it always
That's what I am... and will be
But really... am missing you.

Nothing more i can say.

My eyes see things, no normal human can see,
the pain and sorrow a soul feels, and broken heart that cannot be set free.
Heartbreaks, heart mends a process that never ends.
Someday humanity will see, how selfish and this world can be.
my eyes see right through you soul, it sees the lies and secrets you hold.
my pain you will never understand, to see someone crying inside with no one to lend a helping hand.
My eyes can see things, no normal human can see,
it sees your dreams, your wishes and the feelings you want to set free.
If i told you, i do understand, why tears come out when you start to understand?
The pain you hold inside, the secrets and all the lies.
Those who read this, will realize a dream,
that this worlds needs good people like you, to heal and sew all the broken seams.
I wrote this because my world has been shattered apart, this feeling so evil and so gray,
a feeling in me that never seems to go away.
I'll be all who i can be, dream and live this life away.
Time never stood still, nor does it ever wait, it simply moves forward like any other given day.
I'll end this saying stick to those who support you, for the good and not the bad.
they are the ones who'll guide you to the dreams that you always had.
my name is rae secretaria, I'll set your heart free, it because mine was broken.
something you shouldn't see.
my heartbreak is your clue, to just be yourself, keep yourself happy and not worry about
anyone else.
It's funny how you learn things, from others you see, a simple look in their eyes and their world is set free.
though it may be temporary that i see their world, but to see it from their point is another to with hold.
i don;t know how i see into someones soul, maybe its a skill or a secret to unfold.
those who read this, you heart has already connected with mine,
it may have been short, but the feelings were there.
its because you read this that you see yourself like i do. from another perspective a vision so true.
i can tell you heart is bringing back memories of your past, as your soul tries to remember the good and the bad.
you reading this will give you a little hope, take it from my little heart which shines like gold.
i may just be one person, but one person i am. with a dream a goal and a passion to mend and calm your heart from those who cant.
im just a average guy with insight on life.
i just wanted to share with you a briefing to ones night.
so goodnight world, as i fall asleep. goodnight, goodnight, goodnight....

Whenever I see you!


Whenever I see you,
It’s like I’ve never seen you before
Whenever I see you,
It’s like always the first time

Whenever I see you,
I don’t feel down anymore
Whenever I see you,
I am tickled all inside

Whenever I see you,
I long to feel your touch
Whenever I see you,
I wish I could speak Dutch

Whenever I see you,
I know there isn’t more time
Whenever I see you
I know ….. I know that you are mine

whenever I see you,
I feel you all over my body
If I don't see you for a day is like am loosing something.